M U L A N

Jaja, Why won't you let me follow you? Is it because I am a coward person? Is it because you never care for me? Things getting though for me and I don't think that I am strong enough to handle all of these pains. It hurts me. I can't do this anymore. Please let me go with you. Everyday when I wake up, I keep questioning why I am still alive. Why I can't give up.

I asked Polaris about you just now. Whether I should learn to let you go now. She asked me why not I did it 4 years ago, why now? Because I still have faith in you, Alnilam. No matter how far the distance, we are still living under the same skies. Alnilam, I'm sorry because I need to let you go. No matter what will happen, thank you for being a good friend of mine. I really had a great time with you. Until then, Alnilam... I will always pray for you.

Where have you been? How's everything? Are you really okay? I kinda worry about you. Hell worry. Hey, Can you just hold on for a while Let's go somewhere only we know. You can tell me everything. I'm here for you. For once, Please let me try to save you this time. You don't have to do this all alone. Please let me try to save you. Like you always did.