January
Who would have thought that I would still be here. Facing another normal day in 2022. Should counted that as a blessing. For still being here. Alive. oh well. Somehow I still miss 2014, 2015 and 2019. But no matter how much I miss what happened in those year, I just can't urn back time. That's not how time works, right? I don't know why I'm writing this post. Perhaps it just another random thought. Or perhaps this is the only safe place that I could think of to write something for the people that I care but never have the gut to confront them. Shall we start? To my dearest El, You're still my friend although we stop talking and lost in touch. You're still my Polaris star no matter what. I do miss you and I'm sorry if I was a bad friend to you. I still hope that we could meet no matter how long it takes. Wherever you are, I sure know that you're okay. Because you're freaking El. I know you will achieve your dream and you will be the better person and