The End of Everything

How to say goodbye when you're not ready?

How to say you'll be fine when you're not sure?

How to say that it is okay to move on?

How can you ever be whole again when you lost your home?


The truth is... I don't even know.


I have been running away for 19 months

Just because I had enough of the cycle

But somehow... deep in my heart, I regretted it. A lot.

I shouldn't have leave in the first place

Now I need to deal with the consequences of my actions


I guess this is the end of everything

The last chapter of our story

No more poems

No more fighting

No more coming back


I'll be okay. I will try to be okay.

I hope you're now happy and safe with people who actually care for you.

I wish the best for you even when I'm not a part of it.

It's okay to hate me. I know you were hurt because of me.

I know saying sorry wouldn't be sufficient. I know that.

I know this time you won't coming back again.


It's time to move on and close this sad book of ours. 

Go on and live your life the way you want.

Be safe always. No matter what, no matter where.


Till then,

Thank you AJ. For everything.

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