Back then I didn't know. How you truly feel about everything. I could feel your pain, but I couldn't understand it. I was confused when you did what you did. All I could think was my feelings and not yours. Years later, As I'm walking down the memory lane I look over the old pictures. I reread the old letters. That's when I started to understand everything. You're still traumatized by your past. That's why you're afraid of being abandoned by the people you care. That's why you choose to leave first before they do. I know there's a big void in your heart. You tried to fill it. But no matter how hard you try, it keeps getting bigger and bigger. You start to lose hope, and slowly sabotage yourself. I know sometimes you think that the world would be better off without you. But you're wrong. When you start to drown, you're saved by your friends. The people that still have faith in you. No matter how hard you try to shut them out, they never did g...
Hey little pie,
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry for this sudden,
I miss you :)
Hope you are doing very well there,
Keep smiling okay? I love to see you laugh and smile.
I may not be with you now, and not be there for you,
I'm sorry.
But, you know I always be with you,
Wind, stars, moon and du'a,
We're still under the same sky, right?
Again, I'm missing you :)
Don't think too much,
Wipe your tears,
I believe we have a lot to talk about, cause I have :) ,
So, take a good care lil pie, you're strong!
I miss you, so much,
and I'm sorry.
Love you, Mun.
May Allah ease everything for us.
- Al
p/s: send my regards to irzd. I dont miss him cause I miss you more :p
Thank you for this sudden comment Al
DeleteKnowing that you're here is the best gift ever
You're here giving me answer
When I almost think I lost people that I care
Al
Wherever you are
please be safe
I miss you
There are too many stories that I wanna share with you
but I will wait
till the day we finally meet
p/s : we both miss you like crazy!