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  1. Al8 May 2021 at 09:58

    Hey little pie,
    I'm sorry for this sudden,
    I miss you :) ​
    Hope you are doing very well there,
    Keep smiling okay? I love to see you laugh and smile.

    I may not be with you now, and not be there for you,
    I'm sorry.
    But, you know I always be with you,
    Wind, stars, moon and du'a,
    We're still under the same sky, right?
    Again, I'm missing you :)

    Don't think too much,
    Wipe your tears,
    I believe we have a lot to talk about, cause I have :) ,
    So, take a good care lil pie, you're strong!
    I miss you, so much,
    and I'm sorry.

    Love you, Mun.
    May Allah ease everything for us.
    - Al

    p/s: send my regards to irzd. I dont miss him cause I miss you more :p

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    1. Munirah22 May 2021 at 18:23

      Thank you for this sudden comment Al
      Knowing that you're here is the best gift ever
      You're here giving me answer
      When I almost think I lost people that I care

      Al
      Wherever you are
      please be safe
      I miss you

      There are too many stories that I wanna share with you
      but I will wait
      till the day we finally meet

      p/s : we both miss you like crazy!

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